the body of a mature girl is complete and sensitive , but a child will be still in the growth age which the output of sensitivity isnt completed , the world of child pornography also if its not a real person but its an image which can make you abuse your own brain , our brain structure understands life in a normal cycle , but if you change that you willl be abusing yourself , firstly , you will have mental horny sickness , secondly , the effect of this will increase if you always stay alone in your room and never meet up with friends and talk , because you will create a fantasy world of your own desires which you choose options to the weakest extent , weakest extent of my meaning means the most sensitive world of what you think is sensitive and make use of your brain that you have strong powers in your fantasy world.
i believe the only solution is to go out much and stop being alone that will destroy you , #2 that will make your life miserable ( extra depression in the future cases , Mental problems , *( Possible in killing anyone and hiding them without having the feeling in your heart that you killed somebody ) .
i sure will like rephrasing all my typings in better sense to make it more coherent.
i hope you understand , im a good person and want to save you from this psychotic brain wash , its a saying in many spiritual believes that they say is a true belief , its when you are alone , you speak to the devil , the devil want to destroy our world , because most scriptures say that the devil want us all to go to hell . i know in some sense we ask why the devil is their and who created it , the question arises is that we are special creation we can be bad or good , if we are only good then we are programmed
but we have all the options and choices and the world shows us good we must take that path and stay away from the bad to make our life better , and thats how you can proceed to your dream and Goal .
(oltre al nekomimi 
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e se lo deve fare... almeno che mi offra qualche martini 
